I am 25 a single mother to a 2 year old boy. I have been struggling with MS for a year now, and even longer really because I am pretty sure I have had it for a year. The year of 2012 was exceptionally hard on me. By the end of the year I had two failed relationships and I was angry and sad, and I knew it was time for a change.
The first thing I had to examine was me and my thoughts and emotions. As you all know....feelings lead to thoughts, thoughts lead to actions, and actions lead to consequences. My head was stuck in the negative gutter. All I ever thought were negative things. I am a horrible mohter, I am undeserving of love, I will NEVER be happy. WOAH! Of course I was unhappy. I decide to change that. I was sick and tired of being depressed, I was sick and tired of crying, I was sick and tired of MS...quite honestly...I was sick and tired of being sick and tired! I will post more about how my thoughts and actions have been reconstructed as I get going here.
Today, I got a juicer as a gift for mothers day. I watched Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead. I went to the website got a bunch of great juice ideas and am going to the store in a few minutes to pick up all the ingredients I need. I will have a wonderful mothers day dinner tonight and then tomorrow the real work will start.
I hope all goes well and that this blog becomes a system of support for the viewers. I will post pictures whenever possible. Thank you for reading and taking this journey with me!
Amanda <3
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